Drunk College Students (omg!)

Yes omg! 12 pm and college students were totally wasted. Bumping into each other, laughing hard, trying to stand still, walk straight, making funny noises and list goes on! Occasion: Patriots day. Wondering how both are related? Absolutely no clue. Only explanation that comes to my mind is the fact that they were "college students"! College days are definitely the best days!

9 Months and Me

After spending a week with my fiance and his family, I am back. It was a pleasant stay with unpleasant surprises. My folks also came over to meet him and his family. It felt nice seeing them after such a long time..it had been 9 months since I hugged my mom. For some reason the hug didn't feel the same as it used to back home. It felt distant, it was like 'she' wasn't there. They were really happy to see me. I could feel it through their eyes. But, for some reason, the 'connection' could not be build. I still remember getting up early just because I wanted to have morning tea with mom. That was the time I could talk about anything and everything. It didn't feel the same this time. I am still trying to reason it but have not been successful... I cant talk about this, I fear they might feel I am a horrible person.. Probably I have changed..living by myself in a new country has taught me a lot. I have cried in my room for hours with no body to console, been miserable situations with no one to guide me through. Though I know it should be the other way, but on the contrary I am a happier and stronger person now. Probably I have grown out of the person I used to be.. I have a new perspective towards life...I have started looking at things under new different light. Unlike my earlier self I don't get stuck in petty details.. These 9 months have me accept a lot of things I was unwilling to accept..Life has been tough but it has been fun living it!

There are several unanswered questions in my head... I guess I am sending a few out into the universe through this blog... Do I wish to know the answers? I am not sure...

"New Journey"!

I will be getting engaged in few days from now. They say 'the world' will suddenly turn upside down. Will watching a movie, strolling in the moonlight, holding hands, dinner at favourite restaurant feel different? Well, in few days I will find out.

I met him few months ago and for some reason nothing in my life felt so right so correct as this does(which of course I fail to understand). They say wait! Give it an year atleast. I simply nod and then I think about him and out of nowhere a faint smile appears on my face :). He gives me every reason to say yes! He has got every row on my "list" checked. I know right?!! They say pairs are made in heaven, they say when its meant to be it 'clicks'. I always felt these are sentences are worded to give one hope that never exists in real life, but now I am living in my own dreamland and I couldn't agree more. Arms have never felt so warm, shoulders have never felt so safe, hands have never felt so caring, lips have never felt so magical, sharing has never felt so honest, heart has never felt so pure, mornings have never felt so bright and life has never made so much sense.

I guess thats what they call "love" and I am glad I found mine. :) :)